DAY 81
Dear storm,
although I’m already struggling with what’s going on in my life that’s completely crazy, this seems to be just the tip of the iceberg.
I can feel a real storm building up in the background.
So powerful and devastating that it will take a thousand times more strength from me to weather it.
And even though I know I’m not alone in this process, I feel so disconnected from everything right now.
My inner self is changing, I’ve long left my comfort zone behind and none of what I’m experiencing feels the slightest bit familiar.
I sometimes feel like I’m swimming all alone in the middle of a huge ocean.
I’m fighting not to sink, but I don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to prevent it.
Thank God these two male energies exist, who are by my side every single second when I am completely desperate and don’t know what to do. They give me a hug when I’m sad, they tell me comforting words when I can’t find motivation in myself anymore and they even dance with me when I need it.
Thank you so much brother Assandro and brother Joshua for your support, without you I wouldn’t even have come so far.
I love you so much.
Thank you Papa for sending them to my side to help me.
And thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.
Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for these opportunities, I love you.