DAY 36

Dear nothing,

sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if you were the main thing.

My life is determined by that something.

And all that keeps me trapped.

I always have to do this.

I always have to be this.

I always have to prove that.

I always have to deal with this.

I always have to present this to other people.

And I’m so tired of it.

How wonderful would it be if all this bullshit I have to deal with all day just didn’t mean anything?

What would my life look like if I made a conscious decision to invite nothing into my life and stop paying attention to all the other stuff?

And somehow, I have the feeling that this is exactly what I need right now.

So, I call you my guides and all the light beings around me to help me open my mind to the nothing.

I am going to take the big golden scissors now and cut the lines to the beliefs that there always has to be something that I have to deal with.

From now on, my goal is to focus on nothing.

Even if it means that others wonder why I’m just sitting there quietly doing nothing.

Even if it means that others think I’m crazy just because I’m no longer willing to worry about every little thing.

Even if it means having to offend others because I no longer want to deal with their problems.

Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your help to start a new chapter in my life.

Thank you, Papa, for this opportunity, I love you.

DAY 37