DAY 38
Dear thoughts,
for years you have held me captive, not allowing me a single moment of rest.
At school I learned that everything should always be thoroughly thought through.
So, every single decision in my life was thought through in every conceivable direction through lengthy deliberation and pondering and doubts.
Today I realize what a waste of time that was. Especially since every decision I made later ended up in another marathon of thoughts due to doubts and a bad feeling.
I didn’t give my head a second’s rest; I was convinced that this is exactly how it should be.
Always just thinking, thinking, thinking and so I couldn’t experience the emotions and the complete silence without any thoughts in my head.
But from now on, it’s time to focus on exactly that. To find fulfillment in silence and everything that comes beyond it.
To go on a journey that is beyond what I know so far and that needs to be discovered.
So, I call you my guides and all the light beings around me to help me erase the endless flood of thoughts in my head.
I am going to take the big golden scissors now and cut the lines to my terrible carousel of thoughts.
From now on, I will surrender to the silence.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your help to start a new chapter in my life.
Thank you, Papa, for this opportunity, I love you.