DAY 116
Dear wild one,
all my life I have been forced to hold back.
Again and again, I was told by everyone that I shouldn’t speak so loudly, shouldn’t laugh so loudly and heartily, that I shouldn’t sing so loudly or shouldn’t keep dancing around like a lunatic.
But again, and again the wild side in me woke up and tried to make room for itself and unfold.
Now I have learned that this is my true nature, my true self.
I am a free spirit who needs to be free.
Boisterous, loud, dancing my soul from my body, singing whenever I want and being silly whenever my heart desires.
And now that this process had started, I am not able to hide the real me again, and I don’t want to.
I am so tired of pretending to be someone else.
I am so tired of making others comfort, because my true nature would be too much for them.
I am so tired of showing a façade that my mistaken ego created.
Thanks to Papa my soul is awakening and I am starting to fully remember the real me and being it for the rest of my life.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.
Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for these opportunities, I love you.