DAY 59
Dear pressure,
now it’s your turn to test me?
You are constantly sending me people who are trying in one way or another to get me to act in a certain way.
I’m sorry, I’ve seen through you again.
Because if there’s one thing in my life that I’ve learned to live with since I was a child, it’s constant pressure.
Even my parents forced me through you to do things that I didn’t want to do.
But I am no longer that child and the adult that everyone could push around as they wished.
I’ve learned too much for that in the last few years.
I’ve learned to stand up for my passions and my needs.
Because of this reason, Papa has taught me to be more aware of myself and what is important to me, what my truth really is.
That way you won’t make me leave my current path.
Because I will banish from my life every person who does not serve me and tries to force me to do something.
And the person with whom I have to work together to achieve a certain goal, I will convince them to take a different path.
Not with pressure to achieve the goal, but with honest communication, compromises, and a path in balance with the knowledge from his and my experiences.
So, thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, that you showed me what was trying to block me.
Thank you, Papa, for this opportunity, I love you.