DAY 41
Dear rush,
my whole life I’ve rushed through every experience at a monkey’s pace.
Since I had to do a lot of things from an early age that I didn’t enjoy, I always wanted to get everything over with as quickly as possible.
In the hope that afterwards I would have much more time for the things I wanted to do.
But as a result, I never managed to enjoy those special moments. This constant pressure and the feeling that time was constantly breathing down my neck never let me go.
My emotions and my disposition simply couldn’t manage to put the brakes on a special experience and enjoy it.
And in retrospect, I was sad that it was over so quickly without me being able to really appreciate it.
Even today, I’m so busy doing my work first and then looking after my needs that I feel like I’m only living for tomorrow.
As if I’m only living for tomorrow to finally have more time for myself and my passions. But that time is still a long way off.
But now it’s finally time to step on the brakes and leave all my work behind to focus on my passions.
It’s time to finally live and enjoy it.
It’s time to honor the moment and indulge in the joy.
It’s time to stop letting others put pressure on me as to when I have to do what work.
So, I call you my guides and all the light beings around me to help me go this way.
I am going to take the big golden scissors now and cut the lines to the beliefs, that I have to rush through everything.
From now on, I will concentrate on the joy in my life and making my experiences slowly.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your help to start this profound new chapter in my life.
Thank you, Papa, for this opportunity, I love you.