DAY 69
Dear taking risks,
at the moment, Papa expects me to do certain things that I’m really struggling with, where I’m constantly asking myself whether it can really end well.
I feel as if I’m sitting in a car driving down a street with the houses to the right and left of the front mirrors getting closer and closer. The road gets narrower and narrower and you don’t know if you’ll make it out again without a scratch.
But there’s only one direction left; you can’t turn around because there’s no room for it.
I know I have to have faith that I will find the source at the end of the road, that I will hit the exact goal I am supposed to hit.
I just hope that I don’t get stuck between the houses and then not even have the chance to get out because I can’t get the car doors open either.
Although, now that I think about it, I have already experienced this situation of being stuck between houses on my way. I then climbed out of the roof window with a lot of effort, simply left the car there and set off on foot along another path.
Sometimes you have to start all over again to find the right way to your goal.
And so, I surrender to this process.
Whatever Papa asks, I will do it, step by step.
And when I get there, I will understand why what I have to do now was necessary to get to where I am supposed to be.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.
Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for this opportunity, I love you.