DAY 88
Dear pain body,
you were created by my mind and pretend to want to protect me, but instead you are only there to protect my ego and my mind.
Ever since I started this journey, you have been trying to hold me back.
Headaches, stomach aches and today it’s my back again.
And if I didn’t know why you were doing this, I would really be desperate. But I understand that my mind is struggling, it’s fighting for control over my body.
Because even my mind can sense that I’m no longer falling for every trick and that the energy of consciousness in me is getting stronger and stronger.
And it has certainly already noticed that I am taking more and more fuel away from it every day by no longer blindly following every thought carousel.
And I am fully aware that he will continue to fight, but I will not strike back in the way he hopes.
Watching will be my devise, paying attention to the details of my path and uncovering piece by piece the tricks my mind creates to prevent the connection to my soul.
Because when I get there, it will no longer have any power over me, it will no longer drive me insane.
Then only awareness will exist and then my soul will use my mind in a completely different way.
Being will then be my task, no longer just to survive.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.
Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for these opportunities, I love you.