DAY 62
Dear going new ways,
lately, Papa has been pushing me more and more to work with new people and explore new ways of doing things.
And to be honest, it scares me to jump in at the deep end and trust strangers after all the shadows in my past.
But I trust Papa and he will know why he is sending these people into my life, even if I may not be able to see the reason yet.
Yesterday was another one of those moments when doubts arose in me and Papa promptly sent me a message through a post on Instagram when a picture with the following sentence popped up in front of me:
‘The things we fear the most are the things we have to do to move forward and become who we really are.’
Okay, I know that the change I’m going through is a process that happens organically and takes time.
And I have to admit that it’s also incredibly exciting to do something and fear the worst and at the same time hope that what Papa promised will really happen.
The thing I still struggle with the most is absolute trust that every step I have to take, no matter how difficult or laden with doubt it is, is necessary.
Letting myself fall completely into this trust is still my biggest challenge so far.
But with every new step it gets easier, with every new step I get closer to my soul.
With each step I remember more and more to just be.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in every single second in my life.
Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love, your signs that keeps me staying on my path and for this opportunity, I love you.