DAY 48
Dear failure,
as I feared inwardly, you clever mind, you have managed to dissuade me from my path.
I just wasn’t vigilant once, didn’t expect your typical traps and now I’ve failed.
And are you happy now, my dear mind?
You have managed to take me back to the old entanglements, blocked me in my new path. And now I stand there, trapped in doubt and your voice in my head telling me from the beginning that I would fail.
But one thing you didn’t take into account was that I knew you would try a lot to stop me.
And yes, you did manage to slow me down and hold me back.
But you forgot something, that I no longer see the world in black and white. So, you can tell me all you want that I didn’t hold out and that’s why I have to give up everything.
But that’s exactly what I’m not going to do.
Instead, I’m going to learn from my mistake and pay even more attention to the thoughts and feelings you send me that have nothing to do with my true self, my soul.
With your action, you have only succeeded in making me feel confirmed that I am doing the right thing.
Your fight against what will be tells me that I’m on the right path, even if I might fall for you more than just this once.
I will keep getting back up no matter what you try.
Because I can’t help it, I want to know what it feels like to be my soul.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support on this.
Thank you, Papa, for this opportunity, I love you.