DAY 183

Dear zen,

You are what I want

The state I want achieve.

But it is hard, because every emotion

Pulls me back to the here.

I try to surrender

To be complete in the here,

But every time I find the moment

My mind pulls me back to make me clear,

That I am still caught in my ego,

That I can still too much hear.

But I stay persistent,

Calm down and relax,

Because I know that I am on the right way.

This is all what counts,

Not any mind created effect.

Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.

Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for these opportunities, I love you.

DAY 184