DAY 130
Dear fear,
I can feel you every time I getting into a new way that I wasn’t before.
You are wrapping yourself around my chest and heart like a steel corset to prevent me from jumping into the unknown.
A feeling like a really big heavy rock is lying on my thorax and prevents me from breathing freely.
And for a long time, I was trapped into that feeling and didn’t know how to escape from it.
But now that I practice every day to be in the present moment I have learned that I can put a spotlight on that feeling and give it conscious attention. Not to sink into it, but to observe it from the outside.
A clear decision to give it room, but not being stuck in it.
And this is the way how my mind will slowly understand that I am not willing to pay attention to these wrong based fears inside of me anymore.
I know that I can never get rid of the fears in me, but I have the ability to choose if I let them make me behave in a certain way, if I let them stop me to fulfill my purpose.
And I already experienced that this is not an easy way, because my fears are deeply rooted in me. Over years they were a part of me and there maybe was a time when they saved me from getting hurt.
But it is time for a change.
It’s time that I decide which fear really helps me in my process to becoming who I am meant to be and which fear not.
It is my choice, my conscious choice.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.
Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for these opportunities, I love you.