DAY 135
Dear dialogues,
the next step of my mind rebellion has started, by consistent dialogues that my thoughts create.
A new way of my sneaky ego to pull me back under his control.
Because it recognized that I am practicing more and more to just observe my thoughts instead of hanging to them.
But now it is like some person is sitting in my head and asking me questions all day long, so I have to react to.
It is hard to ignore this dialogues in my brain, but I know that this is the next challenge I have to get through.
And because I already learned to stop thought carousels in my mind, I manage to break through this patterns a way faster than to my first challenges.
Because in the end it is always just my mind that is fighting for his surviving to be the leader of what my head is doing.
But I am not my thoughts and I am not my mind.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.
Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for these opportunities, I love you.