DAY 68
Dear deals,
I actually thought that I had slowly learned to deal with this addictive energy inside me.
But since Papa forced me to work with what my ego wants so much; it’s gotten worse again.
And so, I have now developed my own technique to be able to handle it.
By making deals with my mind.
And I am fully aware of how crazy that sounds.
I negotiate agreements with my own mind to stop constantly spinning thoughts.
But it works very well because the moment my mind doesn’t stick to it, I immediately become aware of it and then I can decide whether I want to stop it or not.
And that’s at least a start, because that’s what my big goal is that I want to achieve. To live in awareness and to see that I am not my mind. That all these thoughts that circle through my head are not me, but that they are only there to keep my ego alive.
But that is exactly what I have to overcome in order to remember what I really am. A wonderful soul that is much more than that.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.
Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for this opportunity, I love you.