DAY 49
Dear path,
since I entered you, you have already put a lot of stones in my way.
And yesterday I left you, took the wrong fork in the road and am now trying to get back to you.
But who tells me that I’ve actually left you?
Only my mind, which wanted to keep me away from you from the beginning.
But how do I know that you might be at my feet after all?
What if my failure was predestined?
Like a fork in the road that runs along 2 different paths, but both lead to the goal in their own way.
One is the direct and short route. And the other path is long, but here there are an incredible number of observations of nature and animals to be made, not just a few trees standing by the wayside.
This path takes time, but it is absolutely worth it to walk it and learn and experience so much in the process.
And so I will go on, step by step, leaving my doubts and my mind behind me.
Because if my deviation has shown me anything, it’s that I won’t be able to get back on the old familiar path anyway.
I’ve already left too much behind me in this process, so my mind and emotions are rebelling anyway because my old comfort zone is gone forever.
So why should I try to hold on to it?
No, I concentrate on what will be.
Even if the road gets a lot rockier and steeper.
Because that’s how it has to be.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support on this.
Thank you, Papa, for this opportunity, I love you.