This is the story of a 41 year old woman that stuck in a life that she hoped never to have.
But she realizes that in order to change this, she has to come to terms with her entire past.
And her way of doing this is to write a diary in which she begins to analyze her experiences and the people around her and cut painful ties so that she can finally live the life she was meant to lead.
If you want to take the journey with her and see how deep the connections between people and there painful bonds really can become, then start reading today.
DAY 1 – The Reason
DAY 2 – My body and I
DAY 3 – Grandmothers
DAY 4 – Mother
DAY 5 – Sister
DAY 6 – School Bullies
DAY 7 – Sindy
DAY 8 – Julia
DAY 9 – Modita
DAY 10 – Grandfathers
DAY 11 – Father
DAY 12 – Stepfather
DAY 13 – Roland
DAY 14 – Veysi
DAY 15 – Gazi
DAY 16 – Haluk
DAY 17 – Mirko
DAY 18 – Michael
DAY 19 – Bodo
DAY 20 – Rafael
DAY 21 – Rene
DAY 22 – Frank
DAY 23 – painful words
DAY 24 – impatience
DAY 25 – envy
DAY 26 – problems
DAY 27 – self-love
DAY 28 – love language
DAY 29 – heart
DAY 30 – compass
DAY 31 – lack
DAY 32 – lies
DAY 33 – people pleasing
DAY 34 – impostor syndrome
DAY 35 – doing
DAY 36 – nothing
DAY 37 – stillness
DAY 38 – thoughts
DAY 39 – doubts
DAY 40 – broken
DAY 41 – rush
DAY 42 – manipulation
DAY 43 – 42nd birthday
DAY 44 – honest words
DAY 45 – journey
DAY 46 – surrender
DAY 47 – confusion
DAY 48 – failure
DAY 49 – path
DAY 50 – slowing down
DAY 51 – bad mood
DAY 52 – new ideas
DAY 53 – addictive energy
DAY 54 – visions
DAY 55 – ups and downs
DAY 56 – signs
DAY 57 – distractions
DAY 58 – trust
DAY 59 – pressure
DAY 60 – getting easier
DAY 61 – answers (Rene Part 2)
DAY 62 – going new ways
DAY 63 – challenges
DAY 64 – asking for help
DAY 65 – hole
DAY 66 – nature
DAY 67 – struggle
DAY 68 – deals
DAY 69 – taking risks
DAY 70 – tailwind
DAY 71 – anger
DAY 72 – dialogs
DAY 73 – flow
DAY 74 – meditation
DAY 75 – present
DAY 76 – past
DAY 77 – future
DAY 78 – back and forth
DAY 79 – strength
DAY 80 – weird energy
DAY 81 – storm
DAY 82 – soul
DAY 83 – brain fuck
DAY 84 – dead ends
DAY 85 – vulnerability
DAY 86 – light
DAY 87 – words
DAY 88 – pain body
DAY 89 – lost in thoughts
DAY 90 – lost in emotion
DAY 91 – lost in doing
DAY 92 – wave
DAY 93 – reality
DAY 94 – connection
DAY 95 – now
DAY 96 – inner peace
DAY 97 – being
DAY 98 – love
DAY 99 – hole
DAY 100 – place
DAY 101 – brain
DAY 102 – something
DAY 103 – anything
DAY 104 – sorrow
DAY 105 – love patterns
DAY 106 – forgiveness
DAY 107 – blessings
DAY 108 – balance
DAY 109 – expectations
DAY 110 – field
DAY 111 – Yes
DAY 112 – misery
DAY 113 – drama
DAY 114 – spark
DAY 115 – way
DAY 116 – wild one
DAY 117 – breakthrough
DAY 118 – rebellion
DAY 119 – proof
DAY 120 – believe
DAY 121 – button
DAY 122 – ego
DAY 123 – opportunities
DAY 124 – start
DAY 125 – rising
DAY 126 – soul
DAY 127 – creation
DAY 128 – body
DAY 129 – world
DAY 130 – fear
DAY 131 – abundance
DAY 132 – power
DAY 133 – doubts
DAY 134 – limitless
DAY 135 – dialogues
DAY 136 – challenge
DAY 137 – trust
DAY 138 – tingle
DAY 139 – timing
DAY 140 – new life
DAY 141 – endless space
DAY 142 – light
DAY 143 – wind
DAY 144 – strong
DAY 145 – love
DAY 146 – sadness
DAY 147 – longing
DAY 148 – distraction
DAY 149 – stars
DAY 150 – frustration
DAY 151 – emotions
DAY 152 – time
DAY 153 – spark
DAY 154 – cry
DAY 155 – sorrow
DAY 156 – pain
DAY 157 – strings
DAY 158 – strength
DAY 159 – empowerment
DAY 160 – worries
DAY 161 – tribe
DAY 162 – drama
DAY 163 – laugther
DAY 164 – fire
DAY 165 – sleep
DAY 166 – pride
DAY 167 – future
DAY 168 – wide
DAY 169 – thrive
DAY 170 – spouse
DAY 171 – shine
DAY 172 – sign
DAY 173 – hope
DAY 174 – joy
DAY 175 – storm
DAY 176 – shame
DAY 177 – truth
DAY 178 – challenge
DAY 179 – fear
DAY 180 – stress
DAY 181 – spirit
DAY 182 – anger
DAY 183 – zen
DAY 184 – God
DAY 185 – strike
DAY 186 – stive
DAY 187 – survive
DAY 188 – pain
DAY 189 – part
DAY 190 – side
DAY 191 – night
DAY 192 – time
DAY 193 – swipe
DAY 194 – stern
DAY 195 – despite
DAY 196 – fight
DAY 197 – dost
DAY 198 – stile
DAY 199 – freedom
DAY 200 – jive
DAY 201 – wild
DAY 202 – love
DAY 203 – connection
DAY 204 – emotions
DAY 205 – light
DAY 206 – lessons
DAY 207 – shield
DAY 208 – blessings
DAY 209 – new
DAY 210 – unknown
DAY 211 – visions
DAY 212 – form
DAY 213 – future
DAY 214 – stress
DAY 215 – love
DAY 216 – attention
DAY 217 – mind
DAY 218 – healing
DAY 219 – life
DAY 220 – honey
DAY 221 – stars
DAY 222 – storm
DAY 223 – sweet
DAY 224 – pain
DAY 225 – paranoid
DAY 226 – drama
DAY 227 – truth
DAY 228 – fun
DAY 229 – time
DAY 230 – sadness
DAY 231 – other half
DAY 232 – letting go
DAY 233 – surrender
DAY 234 – beliefs
DAY 235 – waiting
DAY 236 – signs
DAY 237 – knowing
DAY 238 – unknown
DAY 239 – being of light
DAY 240 – understanding
DAY 241 – line
DAY 242 – Papa
DAY 243 – abundance
DAY 244 – special
DAY 245 – impatience
DAY 246 – Queen
DAY 247 – addiction
DAY 248 – confusion
DAY 249 – answers
DAY 250 – silence
DAY 251 – stain
DAY 252 – changing
DAY 253 – rising
DAY 254 – arguments
DAY 255 – relaxation
DAY 256 – moments
DAY 257 – daily life
DAY 258 – shadows
DAY 259 – trust
DAY 260 – world
DAY 261 – waiting
DAY 262 – pressure
DAY 263 – memories
DAY 264 – deeper
DAY 265 – force
DAY 266 – going down
DAY 267 – sorrow
DAY 268 – devotion
DAY 269 – pull
DAY 270 – divine
DAY 271 – light
DAY 272 – flow
DAY 273 – morning
DAY 274 – desire
DAY 275 – fire
DAY 276 – silence
DAY 277 – filling
DAY 278 – frame
DAY 279 – more
DAY 280 – warmth
DAY 281 – stand
DAY 282 – patience
DAY 283 – provocation
DAY 284 – smile
DAY 285 – follow
DAY 286 – complaining
DAY 287 – same
DAY 288 – lover
DAY 289 – soul
DAY 290 – highs & lows
DAY 291 – creating
DAY 292 – knowing
DAY 293 – thrive
DAY 294 – wide
DAY 295 – spirit
DAY 296 – longing
DAY 297 – relaxation
DAY 298 – heart
DAY 299 – surrender
DAY 300 – timing
DAY 301 – pull
DAY 302 – unfolding
DAY 303 – night
DAY 304 – learnings
DAY 305 – life
DAY 306 – side
DAY 307 – sadness
DAY 308 – passion
DAY 309 – instinct
DAY 310 – self-love
DAY 311 – being complete
DAY 312 – tests
DAY 313 – certainty
DAY 314 – light
DAY 315 – confidence
DAY 316 – clarity
DAY 317 – message
DAY 318 – unknown
DAY 319 – frustration
DAY 320 – brain mess
DAY 321 – letting go
DAY 322 – opportunities
DAY 323 – complaining
DAY 324 – arguments
DAY 325 – inner wisdom
DAY 326 – momentum
DAY 327 – stillness
DAY 328 – dawn
DAY 329 – higher frequency
DAY 330 – beauty
DAY 331 – fullness
DAY 332 – shame
DAY 333 – power
DAY 334 – chaos
DAY 335 – calmness
DAY 336 – turbulences
DAY 337 – joy
DAY 338 – messenger
DAY 339 – broken parts
DAY 340 – guilt
DAY 341 – stress
DAY 342 – keep going
DAY 343 – higher self
DAY 344 – being tired
DAY 345 – future
DAY 346 – pain
DAY 347 – fear
DAY 348 – visions
DAY 349 – tiredness
DAY 350 – aligning
DAY 351 – waiting