DAY 43
Dear diary,
today is my 42nd birthday.
Since the age of 15, I have hidden myself away, hated myself, cursed my appearance and my difference.
Today I know that I am just right the way I am.
I have finally managed to embrace what my soul has chosen to experience.
And so, from now on, no more hiding!
My name is Tina and I live my mission under my author pseudonym Astendana Laskish.
From now on, I will no longer allow myself to be kept down, no longer be quiet just because someone else wants me to be, no longer laugh more quietly just because I am too loud for someone else.
I am what I am:
A woman who loves to dance and sing. A woman who loves to laugh out loud and be silly, who doesn’t have to take everything so seriously all the time.
A woman who has it all in her, the goddess, the priestess, the witch, the healer, the lover, the seductress, the wild one, the nature-loving one and the crazy one with big dreams.
For too long I have buried all of this inside me, but now it’s time to release it.
For the first time in my life, I’m going to celebrate my birthday properly, I’m going to celebrate me.
And of course, my guides and all the light beings who have helped me to bring out my true self must not be missing on this day.
So, I call you to celebrate with me.
Cheers to my own power and my own truth.
And thank you Papa for being a part of my life every single day. Thank you for your unconditional love and support in every single moment. I love you and I trust you.