DAY 32

Dear lies,

you were my protector. Because I resorted to you when I didn’t have the strength to stand up to someone else’s opinion.

I only ever used you under 2 conditions.

1. To please other people, I did and said things that didn’t suit me, but I lied in the hope of being loved as a result. I thought that was the way it had to be, after all I saw it in my environment and others were successful with it.

But today I can see that none of these people are happy.

Because nothing makes you unhappier than pretending to be someone you’re not. The further you cut yourself off from your true essence, the more you feel false and incomplete.

2. I lied to make other people feel better.

And to avoid conflict, because I didn’t want to argue with other people about the difference between their opinion and my own.

I was brought up by my parents to believe that my opinion doesn’t count. I don’t know how many times I just wanted to explain to them that I saw something differently, but was immediately interrupted and told that I had absolutely no idea.

So, I got into the habit of keeping quiet and always agreeing with the other person, even though I felt inside that it was destroying me.

Today I know that everyone has their own perspective on things, based on their past experiences.

And I don’t have to agree with everyone just to make them feel better, that’s not my job.

And to continue on my path, it’s finally time to eradicate these learned negative thoughts within me.

So, I call you my guides and all the light beings around me to help me cut this bond.

I am going to take the big golden scissors now and cut the lines to lies and the believe that they help me in any way.

All that is left now is the complete trust in myself and the knowledge that it is perfectly right to have and defend my own opinions.

Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your help to free me from my old thoughts.

Thank you, Papa, for this opportunity, I love you.

DAY 33