DAY 25
Dear envy,
you have accompanied me my whole life and made me feel bad.
How often have I found refuge with you when I have seen someone more beautiful, thinner, happier and loved.
Today I understand that envy doesn’t help me at all, that it doesn’t make my life any better.
And I’m sure that every person I’ve envied has their own burdens to bear in life and struggles with things that I can’t even begin to imagine.
I still remember this couple that I met when I lived in Türkiye.
Her name was Sevgi, the Turkish word for love, and his name was Barış, the Turkish word for peace. What a perfect combination, love and peace.
And there was real harmony between these two, how lovingly they treated each other. I was really envious of that at the time.
But now I remember that the woman once told me that her parents didn’t approve of this relationship. They had already chosen another husband for her, but she defied her father and ran away from her family with him. So, the two of them made it on their own, without money and without the help of their families, because his family wasn’t thrilled with her either.
And when I look back, there were one or two women I envied for their looks, but even they were insecure in many areas of their lives and struggled with their own demons.
To overcome this, it is time for me to cut that bond.
So, I call you my guides and all the light beings around me to help me erase the thoughts from my past, that every person has a better life than me.
I am going to take the big golden scissors now and cut the lines to deny.
All that is left now is the unconditional love for myself and the knowledge, that all that I have in my life, is the way it’s supposed to be.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for the help to erase these bad feelings.
Thank you, Papa, for this opportunity, I love you.