DAY 17
Dear Mirko,
I met you after years of being single and a lot of awful dates with guys that I found on Dating-Apps.
You were honest from the start and I knew you had a girlfriend. You told me that wasn’t enough for you and that you were looking for adventure.
And to be honest, I still don’t know why I got involved. I wanted to pretend that I didn’t care, after all, you weren’t my boyfriend.
But even though we only slept together once, I still have that bad feeling to this day.
I gave you the opportunity to cheat on your partner. I was the affair, the other woman who may have destroyed a relationship.
I did it even though I knew what it felt like to be cheated on.
And I still hate myself for it today.
But now it’s time to forgive myself.
I’m just a human being looking for love and affection. And in a very lonely moment, I made a mistake.
But now I can let go of this feeling and start again.
So, I call you my guides and all the light beings around me to help me cut these bad bonds.
I am going to take the big golden scissors now and cut the lines to lies, betrayal, deceit, and guilt.
All that is left now is the unconditional love for myself and that all what I did was a part of my path to become the person I used to be.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for the help to heal these wounds.
Thank you, Papa, for this opportunity, I love you.