DAY 133

Dear doubts,

I am so tired of you.

I can’t stand to the fact anymore, that you turn everything that I worked with passion on and loved it into negative thoughts.

I am not willing to accept that anymore.

I know, that I will never really get rid of you, but I also know that I can choose if I listen to you or not.

And over the last years I have learned, that not a single one of your horror scenarios that you created in my head ever came true.

With your consistent overthinking you just took away my ability to feel the joy in the present moment and the little success I could found in my daily passion work.

You tortured me constantly that only big success would count, not the small ones.

And so, I could never embrace the joy of the small steps just because of you.

But that will change from now on, because by practicing to be in the present moment, I started to feel joy in every thing that I do and without any need to think about the outcome.

Even when it is just a waste of time in your eyes, it is a success for me, because I made it with passion in the now.

Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.

Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for these opportunities, I love you.