DAY 102

Dear something,

my whole life my mind is trying to convince me that I need you to be happy and have a fulfilled life.

But the problem is, that my mind doesn’t know at all what you really are.

Driven by the feeling of lack, because I never could find you wherever I looked in this world, I stumbled through my life always searching.

Always trying to reach a specific point, to not feeling lost and alone.

But today I have learned that all this is just a creation of my mind, to keep me in a state of fear, so that I never leave my precious comfort zone.

To realize that I don’t have to search for anything because I am already everything, makes me laugh and cry at the same time.

All those days where I was hurt.

All those days where I felt terribly alone.

All those days where I felt like an alien in this world.

All those days where I suffered with my existence.

All those days where I felt abused by other people.

All those days where I wished so terribly to be someone else.

So many wasted times, where I could have enjoyed my life.

So many wasted times, where I could have been happy by doing the things, I love.

So many wasted times, where I could have just simply lived love.

Today I know, that I don’t have to look for something out there, because I am complete.

So, from now on, less feeling lacks and instead embracing the uniqueness of all things around me.

Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.

Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for these opportunities, I love you.

DAY 103