DAY 44
Dear honest words,
although I have only recently started to put my needs before those of others, I can already see a big change.
When I used to be with people who were constantly complaining about something and were unhappy with everything, I always found it very stressful. I could literally feel how their bad energy transferred to me and spoiled my mood.
But in the last few days, I’ve felt a barrier building up inside me and my inner self starting to protect itself against this bad energy. It’s not like the usual feeling that I have to protect myself like a wild animal that’s being attacked, but it’s more like a calm inner peace that simply lets this negativity pass me by without judging it.
Simply accepting that it is there, but not ruling over me.
And even my relationship with my husband, which used to be difficult at times, has completely changed. For the first time in our 12-year relationship, we can actually talk openly about our needs and our emotions, something that used to seem almost impossible and usually ended in an argument.
But in the last few days we’ve managed to open up to each other and suddenly there’s no more judgment for the other person. Just an open ear for each other’s feelings, an honest conversation about it, without anger or blame, understanding for the very first time.
It’s hard to believe how much and how quickly everything changes when you’re prepared to stand up for your convictions.
Not necessarily to fight for them with all your might, but simply to stand up for your point of view and point out your limits.
Simply living and embodying your own truth and suddenly life looks completely different.
I would never have believed that it could be so easy, but it is.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your help to start this lifechanging process.
Thank you, Papa, that you forced me to do this, thank you for this opportunity, I love you.