This is the story of a 41 year old woman that stuck in a life that she hoped never to have.

But she realizes that in order to change this, she has to come to terms with her entire past.

And her way of doing this is to write a diary in which she begins to analyze her experiences and the people around her and cut painful ties so that she can finally live the life she was meant to lead.

If you want to take the journey with her and see how deep the connections between people and there painful bonds really can become, then start reading today.

this is what readers say about the novel

‘A deep novel about real experiences, hidden truths, pain and lost, but still a big portion of hope and light.

This novel is a profound source of finding the real truth, that ends in very meaningful poems created to connect with and touch the soul of the reader.

Absolutely worth every minute of my time.’

Ilona Haubold