DAY 117
Dear breakthrough,
finally I have come to the point, where I learned to control the addictive energy deep inside of me.
I learned to let go the thing that my mind is wanting so much and desperate.
I am so grateful that Papa showed me this, because on the deepest level it was the thing that started my process of getting awake.
And now I know deep inside of me and with the support of my soul that I can still love this thing but in the same time let it be whatever it is.
I don’t need to have it in my life.
I don’t need to touch it in reality.
Because I will always be connected with it, no matter what happens.
There is no separation between us and there will never be.
So, it is not necessary that it is a part of my life right now.
Maybe it will never be a part of my life but that is completely okay for me.
All I feel is thankfulness and love for this and that is all that matters to me from now on.
Thank you, my guides and all the light beings, around me, for your support in this process.
Thank you, Papa, for your unconditional love and for these opportunities, I love you.